Saturday, August 7, 2010

Sleep, Sleep,Sleep any one

Last night it was torture
trying to get some sleep...
Finally fell asleep this
morning and that's when
my Cat decided he was
Strangle Cat (insert here)
My biggest goal for today
is clean my kitchen..
Fun times!!!
I have had 2 big headaches
this week that has landed
me in the Dr office...
My Dr. was gone Friday
and so I had to deal
with a completely different
Dr that doesn't understand
me and my headaches...
I was so frustrated and
upset that it made it worse...
Wont be seeing him again...
Oh Well
I am dealing with a lot of
pain again today...
Just trying to grin and bear it...
Why must I suffer so bad???
Well I'll post more later...
Deperisson and anxiety-5

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Only half the day

Today I only spent
half the day in bed...
Thats better then
I wish that I would
feel better right now...
So if you were in my
shoes what would
you do differently???
I dont know what else
to put on here today
other then feeling
Pain 7
Anxiety 5

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

What would you tell Me

Today I am going
back to bed...
So what would
you tell me after
reading that???
Even thou I feel cruddy
and hurt all over....
Would you tell me to
suck it up and
get up any ways???
So what would
you tell me???

Pain 5/6
Anxeity 3

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


Holy Hannah
I slept last night
for about 10 hrs...
Every once in while
I can get more sleep
then 5hrs...
Last night I
must have been
totally wiped out
in order to sleep
like a normal
I hope that I
didn't just jinx
myself for posting
But for some reason
I have a head ache
coming on...

Drat, almost a
normal day!!!
Anxiety & Depression

Monday, July 26, 2010

Happy Monday???

I put on Face book today
"Happy Monday"
What was I thinking...
I really trully always
never have a good
This is always a day
I should just stay
home and keep even
the computer off...
Tomorrow is Tuesday
and it will be a new day...
Today's pain level is
about a 6
Depression & Anxiety
is about 8-9

Sunday, July 25, 2010

time flies by

It's almost 2 weeks
since that word has
been said to me...
And the last
couple days have
been emotionally
I know I will
be OK
But I also know
life will not be
the same...
Yesterday and
today have been
the hardest...
I called some one to
ask if it was OK that
all I do stare at the tv
or drone out my
thoughts with my
I've been told it's a
I am OK but
I'm not OK
Tomorrow I will get up
and shake this off
and start taking charge
Tomorrow I will
learn more about this
disease and how to
live with it...
But I would really like
some idea of what to do...
It's unique as your own
fingerprint how this will
effect some one...
I just have to remember to
take one day at a time...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

From here on out...

I will use this as
my diary of the
week to week
life with Fibromyalgia....